||[Jun. 16th, 2005|09:39 pm]
Honorary Gay Man
|||||Harry Chapin--There Only Was One Choice||]|
I never wanted all this drama in my life. Honestly. I thought that with Ka moving in things would be easier. I don't know why I thought that. I mean, when we lived apart I only had to deal with me and Ty issues. And only occasonally I had to deal with Ka. Like when it was real important or he was really stressed out. The point is that I didn't have to deal with him 24/7 like I do now.
Maybe things will get better once Daniel moves out. Although some how I doubt it. Daniel just causes drama. I mean, if he knew he was going to leave again, why did he come back in the first place? He's really on my shit list right now too. I mean, Ka's my friend and you don't treat my friends the way Daniel's been treating Ka. All this yo-yo crap.
I know I shouldn't take sides since they're both my friends, but I've just lost a lot of respect for Daniel. First he leaves Ka. Then he has an affair with some guy. Then he comes back for Ka. Then he leaves him again. I just don't get it.
In other news I've decided to semi-retire. The reason? I just can't do it all any more. I get home from Artie's so tired I just go straight to bed...which isn't that bad of an idea since I don't get home till real late some nights. But I hardly get to see Ty any more. These past few weeks we've seen a lot of each other since he was sick, but that wasn't really quaility time. It was mostly him sleeping and me literally "seeing" him. He seems to be doing a lot better lately though. All that rest did him some good I guess.
But back to my retireing. I just have to find someone who can take over the day to day operations...someone I can trust. I'm still going to be the owner and everything...I just don't want to be head chef and manager any more. All three of those titles are just too much. I already know who's going to be head chef. It's going to be Lenny. He's a great guy with lots of experience and he helped me a lot with the menu at the beginning of this whole thing.
Well, I guess that's all for now. I'm going to make the announcment at the staff meeting on Monday...tomorrow I'm pulling Lenny aside and giving him the good news.