|Why Is This Day Unlike All The Others?
||[Jun. 16th, 2005|03:17 pm]
Honorary Gay Man
Well, it's offical. Daniel is moving out tomorrow. He's moving in temporarlly with his brother and his family until he finds a place of his own.
He's been telling me all this crap about how this breaking up is more than just a baby issue. Like, he's saying I've changed or that he's changed and he doesn't see what he used to see in me or some shit like that. He says it's just gotten boreing. Well love isn't ment to always be exciting. Espesolly after ten years. Things get comfertable. Which is how I am...but Daniel doesn't see it as "comfertable" he sees it as "boreing".
He slept in our bed last night...I'm going to miss him so much. Or am I just going to miss having someone? I don't know...right now, the way he's been actting this past week, I'm not going to miss that. He's been all grumpy and on edge. I guess I have too though.
I wish I had something new to say about this whole thing, but I don't. Tonight's our last night together...I don't know what we're supposed to do. Do we celebrate? Do we treat it like any other day? Do we completly ignore each other? I don't know. I'd like to celebrate. Not the fact that we're breaking up...but celebrate our relationship and what we had. But that might be weird. He says he'll always have a place for me in his heart...but don't they all say that?