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Is He Giving Up? [Aug. 31st, 2005|11:56 am]
Honorary Gay Man
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So school is in full swing. Yippie. Actually, no. It's no where close to "yippie". I was supposed to have a class with Ty this samester, but see, he's decided that he's going to quit school so he can spend more time with Ron before he (Ty) dies. Of course, these were not his exact words...but that was the jist.

Over the past month Ty's been really sick. And he's finally gotten "better". Not back to his old self, but acorrding to Ty, as good as he'll ever be again. He says he doesn't see a point in going to school for his masters if he's not going to be alive to use it. I told him he's just giving up.

He made some good points. That he wants to spend time with Ron for example. I understand that. But I don't think he should completly give up on school becasue one day he's going to die. I mean, everyones going to die eventually, right?

It's up to him, and maybe I'm just upset 'cause now I'm alone on the campus. I have a few friends in the lit. club I'm in...but I really only see them once a week. ::sigh:: Part of me is afraid that if Ty gives up school (which he already has) his life will lose purpose. I mean, Ron is retired after all. They told me they're going to do a lot of traveling. Do everything they've always wanted to do. Ron's going through a mid-life crises and in a sense so is Ty.

In other news...school's going okay. My classes have me reading a ton. Literally, if you weighed all the stuff I had to read I'm sure it would weigh a ton. Or posibbly more.

In terms of Daniel...haven't spoken to him, but I've heard from Ty that he's seeing someone. I'm not surprised by this. He could never be single. When we broke up the first time he went straight to Joe. He's just afraid of being alone...which could be one reason we stayed together for so long...if that's true that would make me sad.

Well, I need to get back to my reading.


[User Picture]From: tacos388
2005-09-01 12:03 am (UTC)
note to author:
uhhh Tracy! I don't want Ty to die!!! :(
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