||[Jul. 12th, 2005|07:12 pm]
Honorary Gay Man
|||||David Gray--New Horizons||]|
So I'm all set. I called my friend Ace and he said that of course I could come visit for a while. So, I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm not sure when I'm coming back! :OP I mean, I know I'll be back, but I might stay a couple days, or I might stay a week. Haven't decided yet. I'm driving (it's about a 5 hour drive) so I can decide when I want to leave. If I'm having a real good time I'll stay a while. We'll just have to see I guess.
Daniel hasn't called since he moved out. I don't know why I'm surprised by this...did I really expect him to call? And if he was to call what would I have to say to him? I haven't a clue. But I miss his voice. I've filled up his side of the bed with pillows so it doesn't feel so empty and when I roll over at night I feel the pillows next to me and I think it's him. Until I wake up, and then I know it's not.
Ty and Ron went out a little while ago. They went shopping or something...I don't remember. They asked me if I wanted to go, but I said I didn't. I sorta did though...I just didn't want to be a third wheel. I know they're my friends, and I can hang out with them each one on one, but it's hard to hang out with both of them together 'cause, well, like I said, I feel like a third wheel. I bet it's all in my head though. 'Cause I mean there are times when they go out and they don't invite me, so those would be times that if I had gone with them I would have been a third wheel. Bah! I should have gone with them I guess. I've got nothing to do here...well, no that's a lie. I need to do laundry so I can pack.
So I guess I'm off to do laundry :O/