||[Jun. 17th, 2005|11:45 pm]
Honorary Gay Man
I know, it's getting late and I haven't posted anything yet today. Well, today was the big day. Moving day. Ka wasn't home when I left. I didn't get to say goodbye...I guess it's just as well.
But something happend last night that I'm just not sure about...last night I slept with Ka...and I don't mean just in the same bed...I mean...we had sex...I don't even know why we did, or how it even happened. We were talking about breaking up and how we'd miss each other dispite everything that's going on...and we started making out...it started just with one kiss. I kissed him on the forehead and told him I loved him. Then, well, one thing led to another and well...yeah. Hum. Maybe that's why I didn't see him at all today...or maybe ever again.
But life at my brother's is proving more uncomfertable than I thought it would. Kelly hasn't said one word to me since I've been here. And the kids...well, they just keep stairing at me as though I have two heads or something. Maybe in a few days I'll pull them over and talk to them...although that might piss Kelly off...although I think anything I do at this point will piss Kelly off. So I might as well piss her off while doing something constructive.
Well, I need to unpack a bit before I go to bed.