|When Is It Time?
||[Sep. 4th, 2005|06:53 pm]
Honorary Gay Man
So I was telling Ty all about this class I'm taking "gay and lesbian lit." and I told him that about 85% of the class is gay. So Ty says to me, "That should make it easy to find a boyfriend."
But do I want a boyfriend?
I mean, Daniel ran off and got together with what's his name so fast...I don't want to be like that. I want to make sure that relationship is properly laid to rest before I move onto a new one.
But how do you know when you're ready? It's not like a little light switches on inside or something that says, "Hello! Start datting!" It's much more complacated than that.
And maybe I *am* ready...but that doesn't mean I *want* a boyfriend. Maybe I just want to be single for a while. I haven't truely been single in years. That used to be such a cool thing to say. "I've been with Daniel for so-and-so years," now it just sounds like I've wasted my life for those years. I'm starting completly over. And it sucks.
But, on the lighter side...my prof. in g&l lit is HOT! Guess I'm ready to start noticing guys again, huh?